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You say you know what it's like
And I believe you.
I can imagine you-
   having to stifle your tears
   So you parents won't hear
I can imagine your
   Body, shaking with sobs
   just because you're feeling 'a little sad'
But then I remember you-
Screaming at me,
Telling me I'm stupid, useless
I still remember the day
When you threw my bowl of cereal at the wall
And when I cried
And the milk trickled to the floor
But then you did something confusing
When I snuck back into the room
I saw the tears on your face,
As your cleaned up the shattered bowl
I saw the regret etched on your face
And started to love you again,
Fighting it the whole way.
I'm such a hypocrite.
So I went to my room
And sat
And read
And wrote
When you walked up the stairs
(And I knew it was you)
I turned off the lights and
Pretended to sleep.
You opened my door,
Just a crack
And whispered 'sorry'
©2008-2009 ~BloodRedFlowers
:iconbloodredflowers:

Author's Comments

True story.

My mom. My 7yearoldself

Yeah

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:iconpikapika38:
;_;

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"Real children don't go hoppity-skip unless they are on drugs." - from Hogfather by Terry Pratchett. ;P
:iconpikapika38:
LikereallyIcried.

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"Real children don't go hoppity-skip unless they are on drugs." - from Hogfather by Terry Pratchett. ;P
:iconzachwimberly:
i like it

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"...as if something was broken in the world and we were supposed to hold our palms against the wound"-Donald Miller
:iconbloodredflowers:
You were the first to read it XD
:iconbraenuun:
...
empty emotion within me? would that be the understood sorrow portrayed in your words? i don't know...it's scary (seriously) when things like that are true stories...t o me at least

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Will u love the "u" u hide if I but call your name?
Will u quell the fear inside and never b the same?
Will u use the faith uve found 2 reshape the world around,
thru my sight and touch and sound in u and u in me?
:iconbraenuun:
good conveyance of emotion...it scared me though O,O

if i were seven and my mother did that, she might as well of thrown the bowl at my face, she'd get violent if she got to that mad

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Will u love the "u" u hide if I but call your name?
Will u quell the fear inside and never b the same?
Will u use the faith uve found 2 reshape the world around,
thru my sight and touch and sound in u and u in me?
:iconbloodredflowers:
Thank you.

And my mom isn't really that bad of a person. Her parents didn't set the best example, so she does her best.
:iconbraenuun:
yeah, my dad was like that, his parents werent the best...and he did some, eh, stupid things to say the least. he gets REALLY mad when he gets mad, which i havent seen him do since we were in disney world last summer. started yelling curse words and what not...i wanted to run to the bathroom and hide! and i was 14

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Will u love the "u" u hide if I but call your name?
Will u quell the fear inside and never b the same?
Will u use the faith uve found 2 reshape the world around,
thru my sight and touch and sound in u and u in me?

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